Highs and Lows

That’s what 2011 was to me. 

Most of it was a total HIGH! I was at my best in terms of physical health and strength. Completed my first marathon and was focused a lot of strength and conditioning.

My career was at an all-time high too. Got really addicted to my work and accomplished A LOT!

Basta, from Jan to Oct, everything was at an all time high! 

But I guess just like they say, sometimes you’re up, sometimes you’re down. What really hurt when I went downhill in Oct-Nov was the reason behind it. Na-politika ako ng boss ko. And because his level is Marketing Director and I am merely a Marketing Manager, there is not much that I can do. 

I thought about staying. Kasi naman I really love my work. But there are other things that happened (that he did) that now makes it impossible for me to stay. To be honest there I thought I was going to lose my job last November. 

I also declined in running and overall fitness. Am not really sure why. Basta I stopped running and I think I allowed myself to dwell in elf pity. Which is so not me! 

I guess what really happened is I was given a taste of humble pie. And as much as I want to retaliate and disagree, I believe I know that at this point I will accept it and move on. 

I entered 2012 with a lot of caution and fear. I don’t think I was really looking forward to it. And am still wary until now. Am not quite sure where to go. Am not quite sure where I am headed. But I have to keep moving, right?